death.

Intake: 1,167
Worked off: 824

total cals for the day: 343 calories


spin class...never again.


goodnight.

you know sometimes...

I feel so overwhelmed. I've been working out more regularly and trying to cut the food down to as little as possible. It's those moments when I eat something naughty or step on the scale and my skin begins to feel hot. My chest aches a little bit and everything feels like it's cracking. I wonder how many times one person can feel that way before they just shatter completely. I've been doing this for years and now everytime I look back at the pictures that showed my success as being thin and pretty, I hate myself more.

I don't deserve him. It's no wonder he's not my boyfriend.

I wish these 25 pounds would just disappear.


Help.

Try 1048575

SW: 145 (AGAIN!)
GW: 125



Cal intake: 1,080


Going to the gym tonight.

ON IT.



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Elliptical = -250cals
Arm stuff - =50? No idea.

Blah blah, I'm tracking it all on DailyBurn.com
Add me as a friend. Name on there is fattiebailey

25 pounds in 8 weeks.

If Kendra Wilkinson can do it, so can I.




Breakfast: 1 cup Cereal with skim milk and a banana.
Lunch: 1 apple + peanut butter
Dinner: 1 slice wheat toast with fake butter or lightly spread peanut butter

I'm cutting out soda, processed food, and fast food.

Over spring break, me and a girlfriend are gonna do P90x every day.
I'm going to make sure I work out at least one and a half hour a day.


I will be thin.
I WILL.

Donate to my MS Team!!!

http://main.nationalmssociety.org/site/TR/Walk/CALWalkEvents?team_id=202420&pg=team&fr_id=13784

New hair.

Overwhelmed.

Schoolwork.
Overweight.
Broke.

I'm drowning here.