I feel so overwhelmed. I've been working out more regularly and trying to cut the food down to as little as possible. It's those moments when I eat something naughty or step on the scale and my skin begins to feel hot. My chest aches a little bit and everything feels like it's cracking. I wonder how many times one person can feel that way before they just shatter completely. I've been doing this for years and now everytime I look back at the pictures that showed my success as being thin and pretty, I hate myself more.
I don't deserve him. It's no wonder he's not my boyfriend.
I wish these 25 pounds would just disappear.
Help.
Monday, April 12, 2010
you know sometimes...
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