Everything sucks.

Well, not everything. School is going fine. Broke up officially definitely 100% with my ex-boyfriend. I don't feel like explaining that whole thing, but that's what happened. He called back and changed his mind and cried like a little girl. Whatever. You can't rely on anyone and EVERYONE is a fucking fake. Myself included.

I've realized that everyone is boring and dull and nothing interesting will ever happen to me again. Then again, Virginia in The 10th Kingdom thought the same thing and then...well, see the movie.


I'm tired and fat and I feel like no matter what I do, that's all it's going to be.

This change in feeling has nothing to do with the fact that I quit smoking today. I'm on the patch. I miss cigarettes already.

I'm full. I had to go to dinner with my parents for my mom's birthday. Sigh.
As a result, I'm fasting the next three days at least. Three days minimum, but more if I don't pass out.